A
Golden Chance Will Never Come Twice
I
was 13 when my first time to sit on the junior high scholl chair, I have a lot
of experiences in there. I did like any students ever did , study, play games,
made the worst joke ever was, bully each other and go to canteen together. We
did that , me and my friends, we did that but we don’t have grudge to each
other. We did for our enjoymrnt, we were happy cause we don’t know what is that
hate, love and revenge to each other.
That
thing was happened to me, I found love when I stil grade 1 , I don’t know how
to act because I still young and foolish. I don’t know why tha came to me , I
just do what I have to do. I didn’t realize that she likes me, she always
watched me just behind the wall because my class was next to her class , so
close but I really didn’t realize that. She was trying to make me realize that
she loves me and I respond then we lived a relationship. Just 8 months till she
broke heart , I don’t know how could this happen, when felt down to love ,
deeply love that you ever have, and she gone without apparent reason. I didn’t
know tha time why she decide to end our relationship.
Meanwhile
I keep tried to persuade her to come back to me. From a long time I tried she
decided to come back to me. I felt so happy that time , we through all the
problem and face it together. But that relationship has to be end and I don’t
know the reason again, why that happened again. In this time I tried to
persuade again and that was not going as my expect before. I never forget her
till I was grade 3 in junior high school I still remember that she was who gave
me how was love so meaningful first. The real test has come , I was starting to
like someone just a few weeks after I felt she didn’t love me anymore, I was
sure with my statement. I like someone that person was my classmate to , she
was perfect she was make like her. But I trapped that she has a boyfriend just
after I expressed my fellings. That really hurt me very much
I
still cant forget that incident, and the next I realize that my first love
still have a little bit love fell to me I don’t know nothing about that , I
think she didn’t love me anymore I think that will never happen again , I just
did what I want , I realize now when I tried to persuade her to being mine she
refused. I don’t know how to act that time , just waiting for miracle to come
to me that she will come back to me. I realize that a golden chance wiil never
come twice, if it will I was in lucky I realize that I was dissipate her I was
lament all that I ever did to her. I think I just hurted her, and I don’t know
I just believe that she has nothing love to me anymore that time. And finally
she told me that she was started to like someone, I cant hold her, I cant do
anything I think she was whit another men, I was wasted my time for this, I
choosed wrong way, I ignore her I thimk this is the end but I keep trying to
get her bact whatever the way I take. I’m still waiting for her all the time.